This just brought me to tears in two fucking seconds and I usually fight so hard to keep this kind of meltdown from happening.
I hate when people say that Internet-based long distance relationships aren’t real relationships.
You people don’t know anything.
You don’t understand the lack of judgement that comes with stumbling across someone online. The fear that comes with hoping that someone as perfect as this can exist. The incredible joy you feel when they prove that they do.
You’ve never come to rely on someone so much that they become the only ones who can understand why you’re so upset. You’ve never experienced such a deep yearning for someone else’s touch, that it can leave you shaking and unable to breathe at night, and the only thing that can calm you is the sound of their voice.
I can only hope that one day, I can be as lucky as these two people and get the opportunity to be able to have this moment… When I can step off a plane and see him waiting for me with my favorite flowers, and I can leap into his arms and smash them against his chest and not even care, because he’d be there with me.. And he’d be all mine.